hey people. have officially shifted from 


groovepassion to scandalouslyso 



go add me. pleaseandthanks.

dunno why the picture is very unclear. but thanks audrey for giving me the bent wire that inspired me. <3



came back home after reinhard bonnke's healing rally, a little disappointed because i didn't receive anything i wanted to get. hopefully it's one of those miracles that happen slowly, and the end result still attainable. couldn't hold back, just had to let it all out.
how i took God for granted. i'm sorry God.


tuition in the morning. :'(

so watch me strike a match on all my wasted time






aren't memories supposed to fade,
what's wrong with my heart?
shake it off, let it go
didn't think it'd be this hard



that's all i have to say.

xoxo,
S



( gg spoilers )

i officially think brennan/booth are SUPER DAMN FREAKING CUTE!


( under the cut, sugar )

if loving you with all my heart's a crime,
then i'm guilty.



okay. not been a good day for me. nothing bad happened, but i still have this ftw mood.

1. you know when you're clumsy sometimes, and somehow you manage to hurt the same places in your body over and over again. its happening to me. but only in a small corner of my heart. not big pokes, just small pricks. my parents keep pressurizing me to take the first step in re-kindling the friendships i had in church. they're telling me that i can't run away forever, and that a virtuous person will take the 1st step to improve things. but i can't do it.

2. anyway, yesterday was my mum's birthday, and it went okay. nothing fantastic, just went out for dinner and stuffed ourselves.

3. oh. i just got dean geyer's album, and the rest of the songs of his album, that i didn't already have, are pretty awesome. dean geyer <3

4.  found ultra sexayyyye pictures of taylor kitsch on ONTD. looking at the pictures would make you forgive the vulgar heading. http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/33282676.html#cutid1

5. gossipgirl made me pretty irritated and sad, 'cause blair didn't get into yale. poor chuck too. he got his heart crushed too. and when he came to find blair, she wasn't there. there could have epicness if blair'd been there.

6. CT revision is not going well. all the plans to get together to study have gone down the drain, and i can't seem to focus. I HATE A MATHS. OMGWTFBBQ. at this rate... nevermind, i'm gonna keep my mouth shut. my ftw mood's taking a toll on my faith. sorry God

7. prick.prick.prick.prick.prick. everytime i see you guys

8. i hate this mood. eff you, dammit. 

9. no cell group this week.
    no forcing to play = :D
    no playing = :(

10. now i'm just getting irritating. i shall go now.


xoxo,
S



you're the place that I can run to, when i need somewhere to hide,
You're my compass and my lifeline, all wrapped into one
You're where I feel safe, you're my secret place

 i can't lie, some days were hazy
now you've awoken so much more
i found my life beyond the darkness
when this world, it brings me down

my soul is crying out
all i think about you
when every cut is much too deep
and i forget to breathe
no one can take me like you

you make me laugh when i should cry
you make me feel when i am numb
you make me sing when i should scream out loud;
you make me smile when i could die
you make me do when i'm undone
when i'm with you, i know i'm alive





CHEM SPA ASSESSMENT TMR. *die*

i'm not saying it in a way that some people do to gain pity. i say it in a way that says that i am so screwed. i barely understand anything during chem. it's not Ms. G. i just automatically switch off during chem.

)':


anyways, nothing much has been happening. i mean, everything's so routine that i forget the date sometimes. and then suddenly it's three days later. except for yesterday when i was really mad, since some of G's juniors are slandering the guides seniors on their blogs. honestly, saying that i was pissed would be an understatement. the girls did get punishments of some sort, but it felt like it wasn't enough. maybe i'm just sadistic. i dunno, but honestly. 

so i decided to help G feel better by decorating our desk lockers with magazine cut-outs. hugh jackman and gossipgirl are top on our lists. hahahah. OMG, i can't wait for gossipgirl next week. i won't be having lesson while G&S will be in class, listening to their teachers. and i get to watch gossipgirl first. but i need to prioritise. CTs start this friday, and stretch until the week after march holidays. not that that's much of a holiday anyway.

i'm completely addicted to this tamil song that my brother downloaded. this old song i liked because it had my favourite name in it. yes, i was that lame when i was younger. oh. and even at that age, i thought the guy who gets the girl at the end of the song was handsome. =X

uh! and i bought the latest hillsong united CD, and it's amazingggggg! it keeps giving me brain-flashes of ed westwick singing. and i just found out that ed's the lead singer in his band. i mean, i knew he was in a band, but i just thought he was lead guitar of bass guitar. not lead singer. it takes more guts. 

the person in youtube won't upload the recent neighbours episode fast enough. i'm dying of suspense here. they say that "ray-chell" -rachel in australian accent- will leave forever. poor ty [dean geyer]. *sigh* 



okay, gonna go now. 


xoxo, 
S




P.S. i just read gossipgirl spoilers that have made me sad. ):

 the cutest post everrrrrrrrr:  



goddesspharo.livejournal.com/165722.html#cutid1


love reasons 3, 8 and 10 to the damn maximum please!
:DDDDDD



and this too:

goddesspharo.livejournal.com/143141.html#cutid1




i love this person man!

i carry your heart, i carry it in my heart
- E. E. Cummings



okay, the past two days have been fun.

learning journey to marine barrage was funnnn. camwhored like crazayyyye. and surprisingly, i felt like taking loads of pictures to rmb the small moments of happiness, so i joined in on the pictures as well. the trip wasn't all picture-taking. the urbanisation planning we saw was also pretty fascinating. actually, the small models of the building we know were more interesting =X

today, we had fewer lessons than a usual day, but still Ms. G started her lesson even before 8am. seriously, nobody's head is supposed to be operating at that time. but she went on, and she lectured me on how my memory sometimes fail me and therefore i should copy down notes. oh well. like i said, too early to be awake at all.

but we still had e maths test, english mock test and ss test today. e maths was saved thanks to A.Koh, who popped up in my head when i was about to give up -for the upteenth time- on the perpendicualr bisector questions and showed me the light. thanks A.Koh! SS was a shocker since everybody studied the impacts of transnational terrorism, whereas the question turned out to be on the effectiveness of the measures taken to prevent transnational terrorism on different levels. the notes i did and printed out didn't come up, but the question i had just revised a few hours before came out. seriously, waste of ink and time. if i knew writing the question made it come out, then i wouldn't bother printing at all.

but in the end, it's really just a mock test. so i had no idea why some people were so frustrated. two words people: MOCK TEST.


came home, read a storybook until my dad came out to make us eat dinner. then he pissed me off, because he had male PMS. i can't find any other way to explain sudden bursts of extreme negative emotion. i rarely ever lash out at people like that. oh well.

i can't stop finding for stock pictures. it's like i'm addicted to them.


and TAKIN' BACK MY LOVE!
omgoodness. it's not that i have a crush on enrique iglesias. he's hot and all, but not my type. anyways, the video made me all hyped up and exhilarated because i already had a visual of how the video should be. like when i would listen to the song, i would nod my head harder at a certain beat after he says "i give it all up, but i'm takin' back my love".
at that point, i imagine him smashing something. and guess what, when the real video comes out, he really does throw down her beads in anger and the beads fall all around. it's like deja vu, but in a freaky i-had-an-exact-vision-like-that-in-my-head kinda way. and the emotions on their faces are so real and you can feel the passion they have for each other as they go around breaking stuff, it's like i conjured up a dream and it became real.

this only means: MUSIC VIDEO CAREER, HERE I COME, BABEYH!



i swear i have never seen a video that many times in a day. 50+ in one day. crazayye chicken. okay, i'm listening to parachute band's newest cd, and they make me wanna jump up with the beat, reminiscent of festival of praise last yr. can't wait for this yr's FOP. seriously. i hope it's fantastic like last yr's. anybody knows about any hillsong/planetshakers/parachute band/or anything else, and doesn't tell me, let's just say you'll hurt quite a bit. i'm that desperate right now. anything. i can't believe i missed planetshakers. lucky azalea had her church youth ministry bring them for it, a workshop on song writing and music composing. now i'm just sad, and i don't wanna talk anymore. im'ma gonna go now.



xoxo,
S

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<-- SMILING LIKE THIS CUTE LITTLE KIDDO! 




I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM HYPERVENTILATING. EVEN THE SADDEST THOUGHT ISN'T WORKING. HELP!

It's so hard finding obedient minions.
- Blair Waldorf



( quotes! )


HAHAHAHAHA. SUPER CUTE! i wonder if there's any way i can put a banner onto my blog...

*stares at it for a few seconds, and squeals out in hyperventilation*




i never really liked taylor kitsch, but him fitting gambit's character so well... it makes me heart sing crescendos...
dammit. i'm pre-ordering my tickets for x-men origins.

my dad's making me smile like this everyday now. the missing-tooth-smile only works on kiddos.

( MOARRRRR )


uhhh. love the picture for predatory. damn you gaspard, why do you have to be so handsome? 

new userpic!

( click here to see it! )

i have officially found shia laboeuf GIF treasure. love the hair and mustache!
and also ed westwick picture treasure. and i'm gonna enjoy it all by myself. i just love ONTD. seriously.


PHALANGES PHALANGES PHALANGES! :DDD
gosh, i miss brennan&booth :(

okay. i just completely forgot about posting about France/UK. so i shall now. i'll just let the words do the talking for me :D

( eurotrip! )

This is a cool meme I just found.

( something interesting  )